Tribute to Archibald.

What if your fears and dreams existed in the same place?What if to get to heaven you had to brave hell?What if everything you ever wanted cost you everything you ever achieved? Would you still?i am....Slowly drowning in my sorrowWishing things would be better tomorrowFeeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair,gradually sinking and gasping for air.Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and offSimply settling and accepting I have to carry on.Trying to keep my sanity and composure intactout of fear of how those close to me, might react.Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a guy, burry themselves deep in my headAs I make a foolish attempt to have a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I,makes me afraid and let out defeated sighs.Since it seems like things will always be this way,its frustrating because I have to go through it day after day.Yet, when my quandaries are more than I can bare,I can at least take comfort in those who really care.You know who you are, and so do I.That knowledge keeps me from going over the edge, from giving up and giving in.::sigh::n