Shame and eternal shame, nothing but shame!
Tali sungguh tak sangka yg guli telah dianiaya oleh manusia bodoh yg juga seorang guru agama hanya kerana tidak bisa menghafal 99 nama Allah. Selayaknya, manusia itu di rejam.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Perjalanan dalam dimensi rakan Tali dan Guli mengenali 99 nama Allah
Shame and eternal shame, nothing but shame!
Tali sungguh tak sangka yg guli telah dianiaya oleh manusia bodoh yg juga seorang guru agama hanya kerana tidak bisa menghafal 99 nama Allah. Selayaknya, manusia itu di rejam.
Daulat Tuanku!
DDZ : guli syok ar tinggal satu mlm sama kau depan masjid berkompangkan melody islam dari corong pembesar suara dan dibacakan tafsiran Quran sama kau! jln terjengkit jengkit sampai dipaksa pakai stoking.Paranoid eden sama kipas siling ajaib lu.
NSS : Aku capai Qoran nak bacakan tafsiran pasal rakan di syurga dan sahabat di neraka, aku lupa tak ambil air sembahyang dulu, kau kata takpa, Tuhan maha mengetahui...it was a great pleasure having you to sleepover my BFFBFA :D terima kasih kerana selamatkan kaki aku :)
DDZ : Sama sama Guli. Terima kasih kerana bgn pagi mencari nasi, ikan, kangkung belacan sama sambal kerang unk kasi rakan semput kau tenaga. Perbualan ini akan aku abadikan di "You shudve killed me when u had the chance"
NSS : Aku capai Qoran nak bacakan tafsiran pasal rakan di syurga dan sahabat di neraka, aku lupa tak ambil air sembahyang dulu, kau kata takpa, Tuhan maha mengetahui...it was a great pleasure having you to sleepover my BFFBFA :D terima kasih kerana selamatkan kaki aku :)
DDZ : Sama sama Guli. Terima kasih kerana bgn pagi mencari nasi, ikan, kangkung belacan sama sambal kerang unk kasi rakan semput kau tenaga. Perbualan ini akan aku abadikan di "You shudve killed me when u had the chance"
Thursday, August 11, 2011
but at the same time it spoils it unknowingly
Rakan guli dan rakan ajaib aku adalah tangkai jering.
Siapa gerangan si ajaib tu? Rakan guli kau pesan kau adalah bertopeng. Dia rasai kepenatan kau berkeperibadian tali dan topeng.
rakan ajaib aku mau bunuh hati nya terhadap si guli.si guli berpura pura punya sifat tangkai jering. si tali buat buat tak faham, namun ketiga-tiganya punya topeng yg tak bisa ditanggalkan.
percintaan, tangkai jering, keajaiban, ketiga-tiga berikut adalah bersifat fasa. Jadi, hapuskan sahaja ombak itu apabila ditarik semula ke pangkalan laut kerana itulah yg semulajadi. Kau kuat harimau, mati bisa hanya tinggalkan belang. Dan si manusia yg berani tinggalkan pendapat, jika mati, tinggalkan nama.
kasihan.sudah di dunia dijadikan ombak jadi hiburan manusia.sudah di sana masih dipermainkan dunia.dunia mmg sementara, tp jgn sampai maruah disana tercemar.jgn sampai dunia kencing pada topeng topeng ini.Aku sanjung Dato' A. Samad Said. Ada kemungkinan topeng topeng ini adalah pewaris.
Siapa gerangan si ajaib tu? Rakan guli kau pesan kau adalah bertopeng. Dia rasai kepenatan kau berkeperibadian tali dan topeng.
rakan ajaib aku mau bunuh hati nya terhadap si guli.si guli berpura pura punya sifat tangkai jering. si tali buat buat tak faham, namun ketiga-tiganya punya topeng yg tak bisa ditanggalkan.
percintaan, tangkai jering, keajaiban, ketiga-tiga berikut adalah bersifat fasa. Jadi, hapuskan sahaja ombak itu apabila ditarik semula ke pangkalan laut kerana itulah yg semulajadi. Kau kuat harimau, mati bisa hanya tinggalkan belang. Dan si manusia yg berani tinggalkan pendapat, jika mati, tinggalkan nama.
kasihan.sudah di dunia dijadikan ombak jadi hiburan manusia.sudah di sana masih dipermainkan dunia.dunia mmg sementara, tp jgn sampai maruah disana tercemar.jgn sampai dunia kencing pada topeng topeng ini.Aku sanjung Dato' A. Samad Said. Ada kemungkinan topeng topeng ini adalah pewaris.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Permaidani Ajaib
selama ini aku selalu dengar dan lihat orang dan manusia resah sekiranya persahabatan tidak berkekalan. kerana aku percaya persahabatan bisa kekal tapi satu hari pasti hilang dari mata
ini pertama kali aku merasai nya dan berasa gelisah kerana suatu hari nanti pasti kita akan tiba di satu simpang di mana kita tidak akan nampak satu sama lain. oh sungguh sayu!
hari itu pasti memburu kita.
perasaan hilang sahabat sama rasa ada lubang dlm jantung. tapi kita faham hidup kita atas fasa. tiada apa yg pasti selain mati. aku selalu malas mahu fikir tapi skrg aku cuba. kau bergantung kepada kiraan hari. aku belajar untuk menghormati. kau sudah lakukan yg lebih dr terbaik untuk pegang pada janji. tapi buruan tu terkena kepada kita. dan bila tiba waktu berlangsung, aku pula akan janji. itu hutang aku pada sahabat
kau tidak mungkin berhutang pada aku. aku adalah seorang manusia yg waras dan adakalanya aku adalah seorang manusia yg tidak waras.atau lebih aman digandingkan bersama haiwan yg tidak berakal. aku berhutang nyawa pada sahabat jahat. bagaimana bisa seorang penjahat punya hati semulia itu untuk mempertahankan nyawa sahabatnya yg sememangnya seorang dungu? apakah benar kita hanya mengerti erti persahabatan di dunia sana? dan memilih unk menjadi yg tidak org lain pilih? kau faham? kadang2 aku faham. kadang2 aku tidak faham. adakah kita benar?
kita benar dlm dunia permaidani. kita raja dlm gua. kita penyelamat nyawa. kita jurutera. kita pendakwah. kita pekerja keras. kita ahli sains. kita penyamun. kita binatang. kita sahabat baik. semua itu bukan dlm nyata. di sini kita diberi pilihan. di sana kita tak boleh pilih. Jenglot pilihkan untuk kita. sebab itu aku tak suka dunia yang ini. aku penakut untuk membuat keputusan dan memilih. jiwa aku jahanam di sini. tapi tenang di sana.
kau hebat!. bagaimana bisa berada di dua benua kalau hanya bisa membawa satu watak?kacau bilau.ibarat bunian jatuh hati sama bumi dan tidak ketemu jalan pulang.ibarat manusia di bawa pergi bunian dan tidak mau pulangkan ia semula. ibarat terperangkap dalam realiti. mahu memilih. hakikatnya tiada pilihan.kau tahu,aku pun tahu.kemudian kita tidak tahu lagi.
siapa kita mau tukar hakikat. kau lagi hebat. sudah memilih tetapi menafikan pernyataan itu seperti tiada perasaan takut. kau lagi berani. kau lagi tahu. kemudian kau tidak tahu lagi untuk masuk semula ke dunia kau, meneman sahabat kau dan bercinta sama jenglot. susah kau kekuatan aku. keputusan kau bakal menamatkan buku.
tidak mungkin bisa miliki dua dunia. mengembara satu hari bersamaan dgn 48 jam mencari ketenangan di dunia sana, tapi akhirnya ketemu cinta di dunia sini.cinta juga penyebab kepada kebuntuan ini.permainan dunia kah ini atau ini yg dikatakan takdir?aku pilih manusia,kau juga pilih manusia, CINTA menang! itu tergolong dalam nombor 42. tapi semua nya masih misteri. kebebasan dari jenglot tidak terletak pada kita. selagi kita diburu sehingga di dalam mimpi, pencarian, kebuntuan dan kegilaan ini belum ada penghujungnya. mana kau mau lari? mungkin benar kata manusia, tidak semua itu bisa kita miliki.
ini pertama kali aku merasai nya dan berasa gelisah kerana suatu hari nanti pasti kita akan tiba di satu simpang di mana kita tidak akan nampak satu sama lain. oh sungguh sayu!
hari itu pasti memburu kita.
perasaan hilang sahabat sama rasa ada lubang dlm jantung. tapi kita faham hidup kita atas fasa. tiada apa yg pasti selain mati. aku selalu malas mahu fikir tapi skrg aku cuba. kau bergantung kepada kiraan hari. aku belajar untuk menghormati. kau sudah lakukan yg lebih dr terbaik untuk pegang pada janji. tapi buruan tu terkena kepada kita. dan bila tiba waktu berlangsung, aku pula akan janji. itu hutang aku pada sahabat
kau tidak mungkin berhutang pada aku. aku adalah seorang manusia yg waras dan adakalanya aku adalah seorang manusia yg tidak waras.atau lebih aman digandingkan bersama haiwan yg tidak berakal. aku berhutang nyawa pada sahabat jahat. bagaimana bisa seorang penjahat punya hati semulia itu untuk mempertahankan nyawa sahabatnya yg sememangnya seorang dungu? apakah benar kita hanya mengerti erti persahabatan di dunia sana? dan memilih unk menjadi yg tidak org lain pilih? kau faham? kadang2 aku faham. kadang2 aku tidak faham. adakah kita benar?
kita benar dlm dunia permaidani. kita raja dlm gua. kita penyelamat nyawa. kita jurutera. kita pendakwah. kita pekerja keras. kita ahli sains. kita penyamun. kita binatang. kita sahabat baik. semua itu bukan dlm nyata. di sini kita diberi pilihan. di sana kita tak boleh pilih. Jenglot pilihkan untuk kita. sebab itu aku tak suka dunia yang ini. aku penakut untuk membuat keputusan dan memilih. jiwa aku jahanam di sini. tapi tenang di sana.
kau hebat!. bagaimana bisa berada di dua benua kalau hanya bisa membawa satu watak?kacau bilau.ibarat bunian jatuh hati sama bumi dan tidak ketemu jalan pulang.ibarat manusia di bawa pergi bunian dan tidak mau pulangkan ia semula. ibarat terperangkap dalam realiti. mahu memilih. hakikatnya tiada pilihan.kau tahu,aku pun tahu.kemudian kita tidak tahu lagi.
siapa kita mau tukar hakikat. kau lagi hebat. sudah memilih tetapi menafikan pernyataan itu seperti tiada perasaan takut. kau lagi berani. kau lagi tahu. kemudian kau tidak tahu lagi untuk masuk semula ke dunia kau, meneman sahabat kau dan bercinta sama jenglot. susah kau kekuatan aku. keputusan kau bakal menamatkan buku.
tidak mungkin bisa miliki dua dunia. mengembara satu hari bersamaan dgn 48 jam mencari ketenangan di dunia sana, tapi akhirnya ketemu cinta di dunia sini.cinta juga penyebab kepada kebuntuan ini.permainan dunia kah ini atau ini yg dikatakan takdir?aku pilih manusia,kau juga pilih manusia, CINTA menang! itu tergolong dalam nombor 42. tapi semua nya masih misteri. kebebasan dari jenglot tidak terletak pada kita. selagi kita diburu sehingga di dalam mimpi, pencarian, kebuntuan dan kegilaan ini belum ada penghujungnya. mana kau mau lari? mungkin benar kata manusia, tidak semua itu bisa kita miliki.
Nota abadi dari kawan guli.
Thank you for remembering our conversations.
Thank you for crying on behalf of me that night.
Thank you for those pretty necklaces.
Thank you for getting me a slice of bread.
Thank you for letting me use the towel.
Thank you for introducing me to Cery.
Thank you for repeating Cold Water.
Thank you for the colorful socks.
Thank you for sending me to the train station.
Thank you for lending me some money.
Thank you for the humor.
Thank you for the birthday card.
Thank you for covering me up.
Thank you for not letting me clean your house.
Thank you for offering me to stay.
Thank you for the water in the fridge.
Thank you for picking me up at Gombak.
Thank you for the pink hair pin.
All I had ever done was not sending you to the clinic and told you to fight for your life.
I found some friends frm the other side they are known as my marble friends.
Skinny Jeans.
Braless.
Baggy t-shirts.
Long messy hair. Painting nails.
“You're always on time. This shall be your second home”
“Aku suka rumah ini”
“Why are you here?”
“You're alone if I’m not here”
"Aku takut kau boring"
"I rather not be anywhere out there"
"Sebab itu aku boleh hidup dgn kau"
That Ikea table.
Damien Rice, Mr. Brightside. And the other two strangers, Jewel and Tiesto.
Those who are dead are not dead.
My only laptop, the tracks are stored in your mind. On the table.
“Ask me to come back”
“How do I know when it's time? How does it feel. Are u worried u would get lost?”
“Maybe. Just keep asking me to come back”
“So you really in relief?
“Most of the times. But ask me to come back”
"Come back. Come Back"
"Are you OK?"
"Aku OK. I am back"
RM 100.
Taugeh, his arrival.
Our girl's boxer and my house key.
My excitement, our patience waits.
"Bagi. Cepat sikit."
"Nah.."
"Jangan la bagi macam ni. Nanti mereka nampak dan tahu. Pakai aku punya dulu"
Her obvious actions. Her commands.
Strawberry tea flavour.
He, him and him.
Caught in action.
“Jangan pergi sana”
“I’ve got to check where she parked"
“Cepat lah nanti dia nampak la”
"Mana? Lif?"
"Over there"
The General. The prebet. And the stairs.
Few cats.
Two litter trays and a couch.
Empty rooms.
A red carpet spot, at the end side of the bed.
“I feel good?”
“Yes. I thought this has always worth the waits?”
“Yeah it is. But I didn’t care.”
"You're my favourite"
"You're my bad friend, Bad, bad friend"
The sound of cups. the glass. the kitchen. the voices.
Friday to Sunday. Friday ends in week end.
His visits. His alchohol. His mixed up feelings. His BMW. his speeches.
“So when are you girls stoping?”
“You’ve asked me thousand times”
“You have not answered”
"Oh Sorry"
“I know I’m just asking. You gotta know that this book wont ends. It will keep to another chapters”, the stories will go on and on. So please. Stop."
The songs. The confusion. The TV. The towels. The cats. The floor. The door.
Those nights. Every night. This night.
“I need to go home now”
“What…now?”
“Yeah, my mom, she's waiting for me”
“Let’s chill for a while first”
“I can’t.”
"My parents are coming. Tomorrow"
“Oh ok. We will have to leave, Now?”
Our lies. Our dirty little secret. Our purposely plan.
“Hey, Im back."
"I know. That was really fast"
The lies. Chasing him. Out.
Two bad friends.
Entered the next door.
Found the meaning of life.
There's more to what's there on the other side.
Trapped in time.
I finally found a favourite friend.
At the other side.
She is known as my marble friend.
Braless.
Baggy t-shirts.
Long messy hair. Painting nails.
“You're always on time. This shall be your second home”
“Aku suka rumah ini”
“Why are you here?”
“You're alone if I’m not here”
"Aku takut kau boring"
"I rather not be anywhere out there"
"Sebab itu aku boleh hidup dgn kau"
That Ikea table.
Damien Rice, Mr. Brightside. And the other two strangers, Jewel and Tiesto.
Those who are dead are not dead.
My only laptop, the tracks are stored in your mind. On the table.
“Ask me to come back”
“How do I know when it's time? How does it feel. Are u worried u would get lost?”
“Maybe. Just keep asking me to come back”
“So you really in relief?
“Most of the times. But ask me to come back”
"Come back. Come Back"
"Are you OK?"
"Aku OK. I am back"
RM 100.
Taugeh, his arrival.
Our girl's boxer and my house key.
My excitement, our patience waits.
"Bagi. Cepat sikit."
"Nah.."
"Jangan la bagi macam ni. Nanti mereka nampak dan tahu. Pakai aku punya dulu"
Her obvious actions. Her commands.
Strawberry tea flavour.
He, him and him.
Caught in action.
“Jangan pergi sana”
“I’ve got to check where she parked"
“Cepat lah nanti dia nampak la”
"Mana? Lif?"
"Over there"
The General. The prebet. And the stairs.
Few cats.
Two litter trays and a couch.
Empty rooms.
A red carpet spot, at the end side of the bed.
“I feel good?”
“Yes. I thought this has always worth the waits?”
“Yeah it is. But I didn’t care.”
"You're my favourite"
"You're my bad friend, Bad, bad friend"
The sound of cups. the glass. the kitchen. the voices.
Friday to Sunday. Friday ends in week end.
His visits. His alchohol. His mixed up feelings. His BMW. his speeches.
“So when are you girls stoping?”
“You’ve asked me thousand times”
“You have not answered”
"Oh Sorry"
“I know I’m just asking. You gotta know that this book wont ends. It will keep to another chapters”, the stories will go on and on. So please. Stop."
The songs. The confusion. The TV. The towels. The cats. The floor. The door.
Those nights. Every night. This night.
“I need to go home now”
“What…now?”
“Yeah, my mom, she's waiting for me”
“Let’s chill for a while first”
“I can’t.”
"My parents are coming. Tomorrow"
“Oh ok. We will have to leave, Now?”
Our lies. Our dirty little secret. Our purposely plan.
“Hey, Im back."
"I know. That was really fast"
The lies. Chasing him. Out.
Two bad friends.
Entered the next door.
Found the meaning of life.
There's more to what's there on the other side.
Trapped in time.
I finally found a favourite friend.
At the other side.
She is known as my marble friend.
Harry Potter atau Hanna?
July 25th, 2011
12.30 am
Hideous, we look hideous.(>_<)
Indeed, and others do not look grand either
Should I or should I not enter the door?
Oh harry! need not to knock the door. U have its keys in your pocket, master
Certainly potter but, its no fun, not without u if u must know
Now now harry, we must not forget our debts upon Sir Jenglot as it is ever always due immediately. What a bummer is it not? *sigh
I speak directly to u now potter, perhaps u ought to know that we are certainly out of our mind. Nothing is certain here but u ought to believe that this feeling is certain. O sir jenglot, onto Thee we begged, feed the lost soul, not at times but to the most of time.
I simply ought to digest the spoken ones, dear acquaintance. Perhaps the madness shall be perceived as the voice of arts. To whom this may concern, do not fancy my thinking box. They shan't never to break our fellow lost souls. The gifts upon its people sir Jenglot rain onto, more often than not summons the lost of hope too.
12.30 am
Hideous, we look hideous.(>_<)
Indeed, and others do not look grand either
Should I or should I not enter the door?
Oh harry! need not to knock the door. U have its keys in your pocket, master
Certainly potter but, its no fun, not without u if u must know
Now now harry, we must not forget our debts upon Sir Jenglot as it is ever always due immediately. What a bummer is it not? *sigh
I speak directly to u now potter, perhaps u ought to know that we are certainly out of our mind. Nothing is certain here but u ought to believe that this feeling is certain. O sir jenglot, onto Thee we begged, feed the lost soul, not at times but to the most of time.
I simply ought to digest the spoken ones, dear acquaintance. Perhaps the madness shall be perceived as the voice of arts. To whom this may concern, do not fancy my thinking box. They shan't never to break our fellow lost souls. The gifts upon its people sir Jenglot rain onto, more often than not summons the lost of hope too.
Kepala Lutut Engkau?
'she's a marble master. the marble ball is a squirrel. that rodent's bestie used to be a vampire, when Damien Rice was looking up to his Eskimo friend. the vampire had claimed its green heart to the best friend who was depressed. the two souls were then turned into alphabets in capital letter before grown to be objects. that's why the marble master is also known as rope'
July 26th 2011
7.30am
Guli:
How do I tell my manager that I'm sorry? Do I say 'Hi, sorry I skipped work for d past 7 days and forgot that there is an event today and here's a copy of my resignation letter fyi. TQ'
Tali:
It wud sound more prestige without the word sorry I must say
Guli:
That would be rude my lady.
Tali:
Its all about dignity
Guli :
There is no honor in working anyway
Tali :
It just doesn't fit in your soul
Guli :
Damien rice has eskimo friends and you have marble friends. That is dignity your highness.
Tali :
Jum email damien rice I tink he wud love to know
Guli :
Kau emel damien aku emel meet uncle hussain
Tali :
Kau bawa tigibu ckp ini lah hasil lagu pokok
Guli :
Dan kau emel skali gambar aku ckp 'inilah dia' but in english lah. Ask him to show his eskimo friends plak pastu
Tali :
Masrvelouss. I love your mind.
Guli :
Breathtaking. Likewise my lady.
July 26th 2011
7.30am
Guli:
How do I tell my manager that I'm sorry? Do I say 'Hi, sorry I skipped work for d past 7 days and forgot that there is an event today and here's a copy of my resignation letter fyi. TQ'
Tali:
It wud sound more prestige without the word sorry I must say
Guli:
That would be rude my lady.
Tali:
Its all about dignity
Guli :
There is no honor in working anyway
Tali :
It just doesn't fit in your soul
Guli :
Damien rice has eskimo friends and you have marble friends. That is dignity your highness.
Tali :
Jum email damien rice I tink he wud love to know
Guli :
Kau emel damien aku emel meet uncle hussain
Tali :
Kau bawa tigibu ckp ini lah hasil lagu pokok
Guli :
Dan kau emel skali gambar aku ckp 'inilah dia' but in english lah. Ask him to show his eskimo friends plak pastu
Tali :
Masrvelouss. I love your mind.
Guli :
Breathtaking. Likewise my lady.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Melt My hEaRt to STONE.
Right under my feet there's air made of bricks
Pulls me down turns me weak for you
I find myself repeating like a broken tune
And I'm forever excusing your intentions
And I give in to my pretendings
Which forgive you each time
Without me knowing
They melt my heart to stone
And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love
I'm the only one in love
Each and every time I turn around to leave
I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed
So desperately I try to link it with my head
But instead I fall back to my knees
As you tear your way right through me
I forgive you once again
Without me knowing
You've burnt my heart to stone
Why do you steal my hand
Whenever I'm standing my own ground
You build me up, then leave me dead
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