Farewell 2010. Welcome my January, 2011.

Dec 31st 2010 : My First New Year Countdown celebration with my husband & family bck in Ipoh:)

Jan 1st : Mommy's birthday. I love U soo muchh Mom & thanks for my wedding :) U made it real for me. Yes, u did!

Jan 3rd : My father in law's birthday. (Abah, I am so lucky n I have to admit tht ur one of the coolest father in law, keep it up tht way :)

Jan 7th : My first time on Skype. (I know this is lame) so ya, thanks Affy i really had fun Skyping with u. i miss u sooo much too. Let's skype tonite ;)

Jan 14th- 15th : Attended a course "Building A Preffered Future" in Peninsular Residence.
Sleep over with my BFF Nina Syaz Sariff. First time girlfriend's catching up sesssion n late nite talk since im a married women. (We had fun. i nvr thot that tho' m married for now, i can still be a bad friend to my other bad friend, which is my best friend :) Thank You husband for being sooo understanding. i still misssed u teribly that night, in case u dont know! :P

Jan 17th: Abg (Thaqef's 4th bday) i hope u love the Liverpool's jersey Mak Ucu & Pak Ucu bought u :)

Jan 18th: My beloved sister, Dyane's birthday :) i misss u soo much. im sorry if ive been a pain in the ass to u. i hope u still love me as always :)

Jan 19th: Half day spent to Langsai semua hutang PTPTN. My other half day, first trial to cook "Ayam Masak Merah" as husband has always love to eat this. (Since im married to him, semua masakan that i 've tried actually failed!)
And guess what, for the first time my "masakan" actually jadi! Yes! He loved it. Thanks Mother in law for cooking the other day n allowed me to only watched you instead of trying! muahahahah.

Jan 21st: I needed a self theraphy soo badly. According to Affy, SHOPPING does helps in a way :) Well, my so called "Self-theraphy" shall begin later tonite after work :) :) :)

Jan 22th: Renew pasport! (Must do!)

Jan 21st, 24th & 25th : My Senior Manager whom i work very closely with is on leave. Yeaaayyyy!!! I guess thats very obvious why im writing this instead of updating my economicss data that he asked! Woot! woot!

Jan 26th : Uwais birthday :) (Hope u will like what Mak Ucu & Pak Ucu is gettin u)

Jan 29th: My first bday dinner celebration with my husband. (We needed to celebrate it a day erlier as we have a flight to catch the nxt day)

Jan 30th: My 27th Birthday :) & flying to Bali with my beloved husband. And cant wait for my first time vacation, spa, dinner on cruise and shopping with him. Everything is our first time. Im so excited yet very nervous :) Oh just so u know, we never went for any holiday or vacation together yet since we date each other in August 2009 :) So this trip sure will be very special to us. (Well this is just to recall my memory, we dated in August 2009. Got engaged on the 0ctober 10th, 2010 and were happily married to each other on the 10th December, 2010)

Oh Tigerboi, Cery & Captain Mini Sparrow, Mommy & Deddy promise to pay u a visit to Ipoh once we come back from Bali and the three of u should expect a new bigger cage from us. With Love.

M sooo glad that good days in January this year awaits me.

Despite the beginning of the early days in this new year , it wasnt really easy for me to adapt at first.. Thanks to those who have been very supportive. Tho i know, i've been quite a pain in the ass n preety selfish to some people at times. Im sorry :) :)

x0x

I cant wait to welcome February now :)

Friday / Satuday Nights 2009 - 2010: Dar & Nin

Not the clubs, not in any parties, not in hotel for after-party, not watching gigs, not with family, not watching midnight movies, not out dating with boyfriend, not studying for exams, not working extra hours, not chasing after dreams, not eating, not drinking, not waiting for anyone, just...

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

- Tribute to Northern Lake Paradise City Playground...and its dragonflies -

1700 hours.

titiwangsa park, looking west, 1700 hours, 18 bours to darwina's engagement day.

earlier, he asked, "so it's not happening for us?"
i replied, "who can really tell these things"

i walked and walked finding the right spot. i walked for more, i stopped at nothing. sat down under a tree, waiting for the sunset.

i've got a way, to be together. "Let's run away. away from here."

no one knows us
no one bothers
no one wants to do the right thing
no one cares

S.

Bad friend o my bad friend of mine

Bad friend o my bad friend of mine,
Crimson dusk takes over the skies,
We choose the road less taken,
Dancing with our hearts that were broken,
We promise not to let us die,
Before one another,
So we live until nature takes the course,
And angels calling,
Bad friend o bad friend of mine,
Listen to our minds but others,
We figure what makes the world go round,
Ignorant about the details bound,
Bad friend o bad friend of mine,
My best friend of bad friends of life.

Written by Serena.